"Uh, I, I do actually, and I, and I, and, and I'm very grateful for it, and I, I take it all uh, very well. Yeah, I don't get a swolled head at all, I, I've got it all figured out now where it's very balanced my life. Uhmm, I take it for what it's worth, it was who I was and it's what I did for uh, X amount of years and uh, I reflect on it very fondly."