"I actually, it's really funny, I never watched any of the films that I ever made. It's, it's, it's really funny, it's almost as though uh, I'm actually watching somebody else. Uhmm, and I guess it's because of the dissociation and also of the Characters role that you're playing, when you have your game face on, and if I'm watching it, I'm watching it as myself, uh, first of all I was already there, I, I, I did it, I, I, I know what happened, and what went down, and how it went down because I made it happen, so I, I don't really reflect upon my video work or actually watch it myself."