"I, you know what, it's, it's funny, I oh, I've, I've really been brought up in a very straight-laced Catholic background, but I've always been very comfortable uh, sexually. Um, it's, it's just something, that, maybe it's, it, it is, it, maybe it is the martial arts background, a very empathetic to other uhmm, outlooks and, and other people's perceptions, so sexuality to me is, is, is very fluid. It doesn't matter to me if you're gay or straight or uh, you know, really, you like barnyard animals, whatever, whatever floats your boat is, is always been kind of cool with me, and uh, you know, in a very respectful kind of way. Uhmm, and that's why when I got into the, the industry, the adult industry, especially the, the gay in, in, industry, it was more of a journey for me, and I was exploring my own sexuality, and it was very easy for me to do that in a quote on quote "role" as Billy Herrington, and that was my image, and that was my uh, my quote on quote "game face" if you would, and what I would do is I would explore sexually uhmm, and as you can see from my uh, background in the film industry, I took things very slow. My film, my very first film was in a uh, hardcore gang bang. It was, you know, just a body worship film. Uh, I think with a solo jerk off, and then uh, then was next a wrestling film, which I think a, a guy went down on me, and that was the first time I had had a guy go down on me, and it was more easier for me to do it believe or not in front of a camera, and in front of a film crew, I guess because I was in Characters, and then I would take it home, and in my own mentality I would absorb it, and figure out whether it was for me or not for me, and it just became very instinctual to explore that way. So it actually worked for me."
